i mean, seriously. tell me i'm not the only one who has days like this.
i haven't had a day like this in a long time, but when i have them i should probably consider locking myself in the spare bedroom until i snap out of it. because it is not good for my reputation or relationships for me to interact with the general public.
i've pretty much been mean to everyone that has spoken to me today.
bless brad's heart, he's trying to help. he's made me 2 margaritas so far tonight [and i'm head margarita maker in this household] and letting me watch new girl and duck dynasty.
some of this has got to be anxiety about the marathon. i 'kind of' get the point of a taper, but it's 'kind of' killing me. i have all this free time and i'm even having trouble sleeping because i'm not worn out! and while i know i made it through my long runs just fine, that seems like ages ago!!! doubt of course creeps in and i begin my ability to run 26.2 in 4 days. i need a good solid long run to boost my confidence but i only have one measly 2 miler left! what a conundrum. need the long run to boost my confidence, but have to save my legs.
i'm going to drink these margaritas and try to laugh and relax. hopefully tomorrow i'll be a little less bitchy!